51 days
Yep, that empty feeling is setting in. I understand that I can’t always talk to him while he’s on training cruise but 24 hrs or 36 hrs feel like a week’s worth of time when I don’t even get an email. I really need a kiss but it’ll be 51 days before that. I just pray that he stays safe. I know it’s just a simple cruise, but I’m a bit of a pessimist. And I need him a little more than he needs me despite what he may say.
I’m tired of this all-or-nothing crap. I just want something in between. Is that so hard to ask for?
“Life Could Get Better, Or Life Could Get Worse. All I Know Is If I’ve Got You Then I Can Take On Any Thing That Is In This So-Called Curse.”
Good Night Texts Like This:
“Good night beautiful princess! I’ll keep your heart safe with me and try to stop fighting fire breathing dragons so we can be safe and in love together! <3”
He can get me to smile when all else fails. :)
Oh well!
Birthdays are useless. It’s just a day that I get my hopes up and then let down. It shouldn’t surprise me anymore! I mean I haven’t had a real birthday since freshmen year of high school, but I was hoping that it be different this time. Oh well, now I know it’s no use. I’m just happy that this miserable day is over. Sleep Tight!
